What I love today...

My 5 faves of the day...

1. Local Foods Mustard. Delicious. Need I say more?
2. Lululemon. Lovely. Just lovely. I am newly obsessed.
3. Say Yes to the Dress. I am in no state emotionally to be watching this show but... I. Can't. Stop.
4. The Avery Bed at Pottery Barn. I don't know how long I can do without you.
5. Garnett Hill. Oh how I want everything you have to offer. Too bad I cannot afford you.

5 Things I love right now...

1. Fedoras. I cannot deny it. I love love love them. I have to say I like hats. I think they are fab. But have not had the guts to wear them. Yeah sure. I'll wear a baseball cap to run in or a sun hat on the beach. But a fedora? Never right? Wrong. I did it. Now that my hair is longer, I sucked it up and bought one. Now... Where to wear it?

2. Ray Ban Aviators. I've always wanted some fancy shades. In my heartbreak retail therapy I splurged. (I've been doing a lot of that lately). I love them. They are hip if I do say so myself. They look good with everything. Well... almost everything.

3. Mini sized Blizzards at Dairy Queen. The perfect size. Need I say more?

4. The Canal. I've been running the canal downtown. I'm newly obsessed. It is my happy place. The dog agrees.

5. Gladiator sandals. Am I a season to late?

My cheatin' heart...

So... I've been cheating on you. Let's be honest, I started this post pretending to be empowered and single. I "broke up" with my boyfriend a year and a half ago. I was lost. I couldn't breathe and was drowning. It was such a scary feeling. I felt like I was drowning in us and loosing me. I loved him very much but didn't know who I was. Initially it was a mutual decision... But later, I realized I was the one that had laid down and died. He initially fought for me and then with me. I wish I had not given up. We had been through so much and I thought I wouldn't survive it. But ironically enough, I did... We, however, did not. We were broken up for over a year before we were really done.

This is where the cheating comes in... I still love him. If I could be married to him instead of Adventure, I sure would be.